Denial

I really should not start this whole blogging thing. It is something I've always had an interest in but never dared to do it. I thought, "why would anyone want to waste their time reading about my life when they have their own? What makes my life so readable?" It's strange that I have just decided to get one at this crucial time of the approaching exams. I have stupidly started this. Knowing me, I will get addicted, posting every day. I am in denial. Right now, my brain is telling me, "get off this bloody thing and write your history essay. You have an exam timetable to follow." Plus, it is SUNNY outside - a rare and precious sight. I just want to rebell whenever I look out my window and GO OUTSIDE...but I can not.

I have thought for so long that school is everything. That everything depends on it. I guess it does but I have forgotten that there is a life outside of school. It's only been recently that I've realized that. (Thank you, Joseph). There is the fact that allows you to be educated, get qualifications, go straight in to a job or go to college/university and then eventually get a job (hopefully...). It's been drilled in to me that life is not just school. It is a big part, yes, but if you think about ALL of those hours you have spent at school throughout our lives, we have been learning, right? Think if we were not at school and what we could have been learning by just following our natural interests. Obviously we would not get any qualifications and have a pretty hard time getting a job that pays. That's where I don't agree with our way of  life, it is too...money orientated.

I am just saying all of this to make my procrastinating sound better and to say, "Erm, excuse me, I should not have to study today because it is SUNNY!"

No, I shall do this essay because I would love to go to university. However, I now know that I should not be so extreme and serious about school because happiness is all that matters. So best of both, I think. Everyone knows that anyway, I'm just in denial... ESSAY, WOMAN. ESSAY!